I hate when you’re sad for no reason; you’re with people, you’re fine, you’re happy, you’re laughing and smiling, but at the same time it almost feels like you’re not there. You keep dazing in and out of conversations, you cant focus on one single thing. And once you’re by yourself you don’t want to do anything, you’re sad and feel alone. Someone asks you what’s wrong and you want to tell them, but you don’t even know what’s wrong yourself.
“When you truly fall in love you would never be so calm to handle it when they leave you. You would panic and lose control. You will lose your rationalism and discard your image. You would rather die than live.”—Skip beat! (via justvisions)
I would choose Kizuna but the more I look at her outfit the more I feel like I would want to lose a bit of weight for it because of the shape. Decided I definitely want to do a girl. Was considering something from sailor moon but idk.
Probably going to drop Ada for Kita unless I suddenly have a LOT more money and have lots of time left because it will be too stressful to try and get her done and I’d only be wearing it for the ball which is only on for a few hours. Will pick a simpler cosplay or if I run out of time, just stay in Tessa.